My Love Story

Hi all this is my first ever blog and I’m here starting with one of the life’s most beautiful thing Love .Love yeah its one of the greatest feeling anyone on this earth could experience and there is no one spared from this sweet poison. Even I’m one of the greatest victims of love. I don’t feel shy or rather uncomfortable in sharing this beautiful feeling.hmmm.. I had been knowing her for years and yeah even last night I was haunted by her in my dreams. I clearly don’t know what this is all about, now a days I often keep on seeing her in my dreams and at this moment I’ve realized that it is Love. Well I don’t think anyone could give me any other possible reason for this, it’s me who can take a call on this and yeah it is Love. I’m in love and I’ve even started realizing that I love her more than what she had for me. I stay here in Bangalore, and have been here for almost two and half years and she’s in Chennai. I can’t see her as and when I like ,but I have her number (I whole heartedly thank Graham bell at this moment).I could have easily called her up and told how and what I was going through at this moment , but don’t want to disturb her at this part of time , it’s already 11.30 pm L.
This time and the night is where I learnt the meaning for the words ‘Desperation’ and ‘Longing’. I was so desperate in saying this to her, alas! I couldn’t .I had wished her on her birthday and yeah of course the first person, and even used to speak with her for almost 2-3 times a week , but not even a single time I’ve told nor tried telling her about this beautiful feeling.
“Love can make you whatever you want to become “, “Love gives you courage”, “Love makes life beautiful”, “The best thing on earth is love”,”Love gives you strength to overcome any challenge you face”.
I’ve always heard people saying this and yeah in some movies as well where they use this as their caption but trust me I really don’t have any clue whether the above quotes are true or not. But was too sure of one thing, love had taught and explained me the meanings for few words. I really got to understand what does these words ‘Desperation’ ,’Longing’, ‘Ashamed’ , ‘Value’ meant.
I was really ashamed of myself, coz only after so many years I’ve started to value her. To be frank there were quite a few movie scenes which reminded her to me. I used to think so much about her at that time and then get back to my work as normal.
But this time I won’t let that happen, I don’t know how she would feel , but sure of one thing she won’t feel bad about me , not even a bit, coz even she had been longing to hear that from me.
I haven’t felt shy, not even on the first day of my college when a girl introduced herself to me and sat next to me in my college bus. But now I feel a bit shy (and yeah of course the meaning for the word ‘Shy’ as well) in admitting, anyways who cares Love has blossomed in my heart and no one could stop me this time not even the great ‘Hercules’.
If someone would ever ask which is the day I would really miss , my definite answer would be ‘Feb 14’ where any soul on this earth would have taken the opportunity and courage (the most essential thing needed for love, primary criteria) to express their love but I didn’t.
Remember in a Boost advertisement sachin used to say ‘This time I don’t wanna miss it’
That was the same case for me and even I don’t wanna miss it this time and would be the first person to tell her “Happy Mother’s Day Mom” Love you.